On May 6, 4:37=A0pm, Numinous Cacogen <mlid...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> I can't pity you death fanatics. Death is cheap. Anyone can see that
> the world is purgatory and run by the Devil. That takes no insight --
> even my husband admits as much.
We don't do it for pity. We do it for purpose of conversation. Death
is the great attention getter. Just don't go too far into the realm of
the unspeakable. Nobody wants to hear about the Hutus slaughtering the
Tutsis. Ask a hundred people on the street, most have heard of
neither, and the remainder would be hard pressed to recall whether it
was the Hutus or the Tutsis who got it.
> But I've built my own world in the middle of this one, and mine is
> better. And it's real -- I've sacrificed and made it real. Death isn't
> a real sacrifice -- life is. It's easy to love death and hard to love
> life. Life is poverty and pain, and the presence of fear is the
> presence of god. Heaven is here with us, the same as hell, and it's
> hard to tell them apart.
You are babbling. You should post about *** if you want people to read
it.
> I've made something real. That doesn't make me right, but it makes me
> real. I'm not taking Pascal's wager. God probably is exactly what
> Moggin says he is. But I'm alive and I love, and I am loved, and it
> matters.
The big model railroader in the sky sent me a postcard. He says the
most despicable level of hell is specially reserved for anybody taking
Pascal's bet. Do you own a machete?
Bukvich
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